Bound Thoughts

Still locked...

2011-09-19T23:06:00.000-07:00

Accumulated a decent number of points today. Very much hope to reach 1000 points tomorrow and earn release.

35 points for spending an hour with my hands cuffed behind my back and in leg cuffs
33 points for 33 pushups
45 points for 91 sit-ups
20 points for 2 easy chore
20 points for 1 hard chore

Sun. Total: 153

TOTAL POINTS SO FAR: 886

Sunday's Points

2011-09-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

More progress!

40 points for weight-lifting at the gym
20 points for running a mile
10 points for 2 easy emails
20 points for 2 hard emails
40 points for 2 hard chores
12 points for 4 message responses

Sun. Total: 142

TOTAL POINTS SO FAR: 733

Saturday's Points

2011-09-18T00:40:00.000-07:00

Had a great day today, accumulating lots of points! I more than doubled my points to date, and I'm now well over halfway to 1000.

40 points for weightlifting at the gym
20 points for running a mile
120 points for 4 loads of laundry run and folded
30 points for 3 hard emails
24 points for 8 message responses
80 points for 4 hard chores on todo list
20 points for 2 easy chores on todo list

Sat. Total: 334

TOTAL POINTS SO FAR: 591

Friday Totals

2011-09-17T00:52:00.000-07:00

Definitely had a much better day today. If I can keep up the momentum and have a few more days like this, I'll be unlocked soon!

10 points for getting to work before 9:15am
20 points for folding load of laundry
10 points for spending 2 hours in leg cuffs
25 points for dealing with 5 "easy" starred emails
20 points for dealing with 2 "hard" starred emails
10 points for 1 "easy" chore
33 points for 33 pushups
40 points for 81 sit-ups

Friday total: 168

TOTAL POINTS SO FAR: 257

First Points Update

2011-09-16T14:50:00.000-07:00

Here are the points I accumulated on Wednesday (when I first locked myself) and Thursday.

Wed., 9/14

25 points for 25 pushups

Wed. Total: 25 points

Thurs., 9/15

25 points for 25 pushups
36 points for 72 sit-ups
3 points for one message response

Thurs. Total: 64 points

TOTAL POINTS SO FAR: 89

Looks like I need to step up my game or I'll be spending a lot longer in chastity than I had wanted. The longest I've been locked up to date is only 5 days!

Locked Up for a While

2011-09-15T00:05:00.000-07:00

I've always loved the idea of using chastity as an incentive to improve my life. Losing access to my cock and having no ability to pleasure myself can definitely lead me to accomplish some things that I want to do but just wouldn't otherwise. After lots of thinking about this stuff, I'm finally moving ahead and doing it. Last night, I locked myself in my trusty CB6000S, and I won't release myself until I've accumulated 1000 points according to the rules below:

1 point per pushup
1 point for every 2 sit-ups
20 points per mile run
40 points for gym weight-lifting
10 points per load of laundry run
20 points per load of laundry folded
10 points per starred email dealt with
10-20 points per chore on todo list
10 points for getting to work before 9:15am
20 points for getting to work before 9:00am
5 points for every hour I spend in leg cuffs
15 points for every hour I spend in handcuffs, x2 if hands cuffed behind my back
1 point for every 5 minutes I spend on porn/fetish sites
3 points for every recon / manhunt / gearfetish message i send

Let me know what you think of these rules! I'll be updating the blog with the points I've accumulated. We'll see how long it takes me to earn my freedom...

Some YouTube Favorites

2011-06-21T18:59:00.000-07:00

Chains & Chastity

2011-06-18T19:37:00.001-07:00

So, I've got the house to myself for a couple days and decided to have some bondage fun. Although I'm still mostly playing on my on these days, I wanted to come up with a way to not be able to release myself immediately from whatever predicament I got myself into. I decided to take all the keys to my handcuffs, legcuffs, and chastity device and put them downstairs, then go upstairs, strip, and lock myself up. To get to the keys, I'd have to go downstairs--passing a lot of windows with a full view from the street outside. Thus, to avoid exposing myself to the world naked and in chains, I'd have to wait until it got dark to free myself. Exciting!

To prolong my helplessness a little longer, I decided to put all the keys on top of ice in a large tray, fill the tray up with water, and then freeze it. This would put the keys in the middle of a large ice block, and I'd have to wait for it to melt before I could free myself:

Keys safely stowed in the freezer, I headed upstairs. I first locked myself in my CB-6000S. Given how excited I was at the prospect of the hours to come, it took a little while before my hard-on calmed down enough for me to get the device on:

But, after waiting a while and with the help of some cold water, I eventually managed to lock my cock away:

After that, It was easy to snap cuffs on my wrists and ankles. I was just how I had hoped to be: naked and locked up without the ability to free myself as soon as I got bored or uncomfortable.

And that's pretty much how I spent the next 8 hours. My balls soon started aching pretty badly, as I'd used a smaller ring for the CB-6000S than I usually do. The tighter fit meant that I really couldn't pull my cock out without the key, which is sometimes a problem, but also ended up in a lot of pain pretty quickly. The fact that I was incredibly turned on and my cock kept trying to get hard just made things worse! Luckily for me, my ice tray setup didn't work quite as well as I had intended, and the keys sank to the bottom of the block. As a result, it only took about an hour after darkness fell and I pulled the tray out of the freezer for me to be able to get the keys and free myself. If I do something similar again, I'll definitely come up with a better way of keeping the keys away from myself longer ;)

Anyway, I stayed locked up a good bit longer than I do when I can free myself on a whim, and I really enjoyed the experience. Leave a comment to suggest other bondage challenges I should try setting for myself this week!

Socktied

2010-01-03T21:37:00.000-08:00

Last night, I tied myself up in a way I've never tied myself up before: using socks. It was an interesting experience, and kinda fun. It's hard to do too much with them given the length restrictions, but there's something sort of fundamental about it--if someone needed to tie you up in the spur of the moment, socks might be all they had.

They were dirty socks, too, and the scent kind of turned me on. It wasn't overpowering; I think that would have grossed me out. But there was just enough odor for it to feel somehow raw. In a good way.

Fiction

2009-12-31T22:22:00.000-08:00

Wanted to share a story posted to the menstrippednaked Yahoo! group that really, really turned me on. God I want this to happen to me! Anyway, hope you enjoy it as much as I did:

It was a hot summer's night as Jon drove along the deserted road.
The sun had gone down and it was almost completely dark. He had been
driving for about 30 minutes without seeing another car when all of
a sudden he noticed flashing lights in his rear view mirror.

As Jon hadn't been doing anything wrong he pulled to the side
of the road to allow the police car to pass. To his horror the cop
pulled up in front of Jon, and he began to wonder whether he had
been speeding or something.

The door of the police car opened and a tall dark guy in his early
twenties got out. As he walked towards the car Jon could see that he
obviously worked out a lot. `I'm sorry officer' said Jon, as he
reached his window. `What have I done?'

`Would you mind stepping out of the car' the cop said. `I have
reason to believe you have been driving while under the influence of
alcohol.

`But I haven't had a drink all day', Jon protested.
`Just get out of the car' the cop ordered.
Jon could see he was serious so thought the best way was to
cooperate.

He got out of the car and was asked to blow into a breathalyzer.
To his horror it turned red, indicating that he was drunk. He
protested that it must be wrong as he had not had a drink all day.
`Yeah, yeah', said the cop. `Turn around and face the car'. Jon did
so, feeling nervous as the cop searched him.

`OK I am going to handcuff you' the cop announced.

Jon's adrenalin began to rise and the nervousness began to give way
to excitement. The cop took a pair of speed cuffs from his utility
belt, he then took Jon's right arm and he felt the cold steel of the
cuffs pressing against his skin. The next thing he knew was the cuff
clicking into place around his wrist. The cop then pulled Jon's left
hand behind him and he could hear the ratcheting sound as the cuffs
locked into place. Jon was now completely at his mercy.

The cop then grabbed Jon's arm and led him to his car.

The drive to the station was uncomfortable but, exhilarating all the
same. Jon's hands were cuffed behind his back with his palms facing
out. His cock was throbbing and it was all he could do to stop
himself from cumming there and then.

They reached the small police station and the cop parked the car and
opened the back door, he grabbed Jon's arm and led him inside to a
small room. Ahead of them was a desk with another cop standing
behind it and another guy in handcuffs standing in front. The cop
behind the desk was taking details from the guy in handcuffs, whose
name was Luke.

Luke was young and fit, his tight white shirt showed off his
muscles.
He was also wearing black slacks and black loafers. As Jon looked
down he could also see that Luke also had a pair of legcuffs on.

Once the cop finished taking Luke's details he was told to sit down
on the bench. The cop behind the desk then called Jon up. Jon gave
him his name and address and told him that it had all been a terrible
mistake, but the cop was having none of it and proceeded to take
Jon's photograph and fingerprints. When he finished Jon was led over
to where Luke sitting. He then unlocked Luke's cuffs and told them
both to strip down to their underwear.

Jon and Luke stood their in their underwear. Jon was wearing a pair
of black boxer shorts while Luke was wearing a pair of tight fitting
white boxer briefs, which did nothing to hide his erection.

'You are two horny boys', said one of the cops. 'Now turn around and
put your hands on the wall'. The two cops then searched their
prisoners and then demanded they take their underwear off.
Jon and Luke were left standing naked.

One of the cops then brought them each a pair of white cotton boxer
shorts and white socks. They were ordered to put these on.
They were then told to turn around and place their hands behind
their backs. Luke saw one of the cops produce a pair of chain
handcuffs
rather than the ridged ones he was cuffed with before. The cop
grabbed his right arm and Luke felt the cuffs snap over his wrists.
At the same time Jon was also being cuffed. The other cop then
produced two pairs of legcuffs. Jon thought this a little excessive,
but by now he was finding the whole experience very horny. The
legcuffs clicked into place round their white socks.

Jon and Luke were then led to the cells by the two cops. They were
both aroused and their boxers were wet with pre-cum. The first cell
door was opened and one cop ordered Jon inside. As the door closed
he was told to turn around and pass his hands through the hatch in
the cell door, this he did and his handcuffs were removed. Luke was
ordered to do the same.

The pair were then left in adjoining cells for the night, still
legcuffed and with only bars separating them.

The cops returned to their office to watch their prisoners on the
security camera.

In the morning the two cops came down to the cells. Jon and Luke
were asleep after a tiring night. The cops banged the bars with
their batons to wake their two prisoners, before entering the cells.
They brought with them a try of food and a set of prison overalls.
The cops then unlocked the legcuffs and ordered Jon and Luke to get
dressed, they were going to court.

Dressed in black and white prison uniforms, Jon and Luke were
handcuffed and legcuffed once more for their journey to the
courthouse.

They were escorted by the two cops to a police vehicle with a cage
in the back. The cage door was opened and Jon and Luke were ordered
inside. As they sat down the two cops passed a chain through their
cuffed hands which secured them to the side of the vehicle.

During the journey Luke told Jon about his arrest. He had gone to a
public lavatory when a good looking guy walked in behind him. The
guy was well built with short brown hair and wearing a red t-shirt,
jeans and trainers. The guy pulled his cock out and began to play
with himself. He beckoned Luke to come and suck his cock. Luke got
down on his knees and put this guys cock in his mouth. Luke sucked
on this guys cock until he made him cum. The guy then began to take
unbuckle Luke's belt, he pulled his trousers down revealing Luke's
white boxer briefs. Just as this was happening another guy walked
into the lavatory. This guy was smaller than the first with blond
hair and blue eyes, he was wearing a white t-shirt, with grey chinos
and black boots. On seeing this guy enter, the guy in the red t-
shirt immediately got up and said `OK, your busted'.

`What!' said Luke. `You heard me' replied the guy in the red t-
shirt, who was by now flashing his police badge. `Now get your hands
on the wall. Luke, with his trousers still round his ankles moved
towards the wall and put his hands up against it. The second guy
moved over to him and began to search him. As his hands got to his
cock he began to feel it. `Hey cut it out' said Luke. `You've just
busted me'. `Shut the fuck up' said the second guy as he produced a
pair of handcuffs. Luke felt his right arm being pulled off the wall
and the cold steel of the cuffs on his wrist. His left hand was
brought back behind him as the cuffs were secured in place. The cop
then pulled his trousers up and fastened the belt. As he turned
around Luke saw the first guy standing there with a pair of
legcuffs. He bent down and fastened them round Luke's ankles. The
two guys then escorted Luke out to a waiting police car, where he
was put inside.

As Luke was finishing telling his story the vehicle came to a stop
outside the court and the back doors were opened. Jon and Luke were
released from the chain inside the vehicle and ordered out. They
shuffled their way inside the courthouse escorted by two cops. They
were led to a holding cell. Jon and Luke had their handcuffs removed
before the cell door shut behind them. They sat in their cell, still
legcuffed, and waited to be called before the judge.

Luke was taken up first. He was handcuffed behind his back and led
up to the courtroom. The cops who arrested him gave evidence of his
lewd behaviour, and although Luke protested that it was entrapment,
the judge was having none of it. He sentenced Luke to fourteen days
in the County Jail.

On his way back down to the cells he passed Jon on his way up. `Got
fourteen days' said Luke. Jon, who had been planning to protest his
innocence most strongly, now had a change of heart. Perhaps he could
get to spend the next couple of weeks enjoying himself with Luke in
Jail. When he arrived in front of the judge, Jon pleaded guilty to
the charge of driving under the influence, and the judge sentenced
him to 10 days.

Jon arrived back at the holding cell where some other hot guys had
now joined them. Jail looked as though it was going to be very
enjoyable indeed.

Cuffed

2009-12-27T23:29:00.001-08:00

Can't really think of much to say, so I'll just put up some pictures. These are from right after I got my first real pair of handcuffs (actually, 2 pairs of handcuffs and a pair of leg-cuffs) earlier this year. Having them has certainly greatly expanded the extent to which I can get myself really stuck. Get the key out of reach, and I'm stuck for good! Which, of course, makes me hornier than ever.

Anyway, the pics...

Pretty standard:

Then double the fun with two sets of cuffs:

Behind the back!:

Obviously, I was enjoying myself ;)

An Update!

2009-12-24T20:20:00.001-08:00

I'm not going to let this blog die after one day of posting! But this "break" has ended up being much busier than I anticipated. It's also not the greatest time to have started this, as I'm at home with my family and don't have the privacy to tie myself up! And I don't even get very many opportunities to jerk off :(

Anyway, in a somewhat sad attempt to post something interesting, here's another recent pic of me:

Imagine that I've got a bow on me and am sitting underneath your Christmas tree, ready for you to tie up more and play with :) Mmm, that would be nice...

Merry Christmas!

Me

2009-12-22T20:02:00.000-08:00

I suppose the next natural question is, who am I?

Well, this is me:

I'm a 20-year old (soon to be 21-year old) guy, blond, with green/brown/blue/yellow eyes (yeah, they're pretty weird), 6 feet tall, and heavier than I would like to be, about 180 lbs. I don't like my body very much: too fat, somewhat bad skin--too white, for sure, a bit too hairy, too small fingers, feet, and cock, and not especially attractive face. But hey, it's what I've got to work with.

These posts seem to be quite brief. They'll be longer (I assume) when I start to post stories about my experiences tying myself up. At the moment I'm worried that I'll exhaust all my material in one go. And this is something I want to keep up. We'll see how it goes.

What's this?

2009-12-22T15:54:00.000-08:00

A blog! About bondage, mostly, but also a bit about relationships, sexuality, and self (Note: I reserve the right to be emo angsty here, as it's something I steadfastly avoid in real life). I plan to share my experiences--which, bondage/fetish-wise currently take place entirely on my own or in my inagination, though that's something I hope I'll change at some point--whine about my feelings, and post pictures, videos, and links that catch my fancy (read: turn me on).

So yeah, hopefully that's something you're interested in reading about (or seeing, in the case of pictures and videos). If you do like it, leave me a comment. That will make me much more likely to keep this up, and I'd love the support!